我
这几天其实都心情不好。。
虽然Alor star trip, christmas eve, christmas的照片我都显得很开心，
确实那过程，与朋友疯在一起的时候真的很开心，享受，
当独自一人时，那些莫名其妙的心情就会一起涌上来了。。
一下子看太多感动的戏了吧!
《女王的教师》，《求婚大作战》到《那些年，我们一起追过的女孩》。。
都让我感动流泪，也让我的心感觉很沉重。。
沉重到喘不过气，沉重到很想又躲起来哭，沉重到好想远离现在的位置，
好让自己那莫名其妙的心情慢慢的好起来。。
这几天也很想念他，不懂为什么就是想念他。。
他怎样对待我，好的、坏的，其实我都历历在目。。
不切实际的，幻想的，其实我都在想着“如果”。。
不记仇原来也是一种痛苦，因为会忘了他如何恶劣地对待我。。
因此过去几个月，我都一直提醒自己，一直警告自己，
他是如何对待自己的。。
哭其实一种奢侈的事，以前的我总是强逼自己不可以哭。。
以前的我总是希望自己能像马小玲一样，如此坚强，能忍哭。。
曾经有一段时间，我以为我能够尽情地哭了。。
才发现原来每个人都讨厌看到别人哭。。
现在的我，也只是回到以前的时光而已。。
没什么大不了。。
现在的我，可能就因为一首不是很感动的歌而流泪，
可能就某个人的一句”你还好吗？“而痛哭，
可我希望我写了这一篇后，明天的我，明天我的心能够不那么沉重，
明天的我能恢复正常，变回开朗的自己。。。
Tuesday, December 27, 2011
Saturday, November 5, 2011
Saturday, October 22, 2011
我姐~
第一次发现到，原来我姐也可以这么好玩的..哈哈~
jie~
so boring~~~~~~~~~~~
hi
srudy la
chat v wei fu la
wei fu got online meh?
haiz..
lazy~
no mood~
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din see..
no mood then relax 1st lo..
2molo only study la..
no yet exam rite
after deepavali wil have mid term lu...
why no mood...any problem?
too tired liao..
study untill too tried r?
u know..i rushing the homework for many days le..
until now i stil got abit homework haven finish yet..
but no mood lo..
dont gv ur self too tension la..
soemtime need relax de
dont force ur self to much later gila baru tau
u gila,i pun belum gila lo..
hahahah...
my all coursemate too hardworking le..make me tension oso...
good...
at least u still know joke
aiyooo.. work hard is unuse de..work smart is most importnat
say easy oh...
of course easy..
btw i also alw work smart de
how to work smart?
teach me abit lei...
errr
go goggle search...hehe
my example for work la..
keep think how to improve and how to make the thing fast n easy..
ish..
frm ur experience,i wil know more ma..
work?
how to say?
last time i at Uni, start study when wanna exam lo..
ur course diff v mine de.. u one more hard...too many term need to hafal...
if can, i wan to study wen wanna exam lo..
rmb balancs ur life
balance*
ish...
hard.
no entertainment here..
hahahha...bo bian la..u at perlis la...
online is most great entertainment lo...
join ur uni club la..
join some activities lo
join jor..
join buddha class..
unimap blocked many things la~
apa u mau/////
fb din block ok la
join other club too lo..
then u wont boring... then full entertaiment lo
there no hv cinema meh
no la..
if got,go cinema lo..
mcd oso din have oh.
kelian
now u only know my life here is so kelian ar?
is u choose go ther de
aiyoo adi 2 years at there lo..used to it la..
still hv 2 years..very fast de la
stil got 2 years..
tat baru cham..
all place here played jor,travel jor..
unless thailand nia..
can concentrate study lo...
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now flood la
cant go l..
thailand flood again ar??
even stop rain n no hv flood jor..also cant go la..
wat again...is not yet end la..
after flood..sure hv many virus de..
later will be sick come de.. so consider quite dangerous de la
free at there.. read some news paper la
internet here suck..
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no many buy newspaper..
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buy newspwper lo..
buy the star la..
can learn english too
good for u de..
oo..
when u come to work, english reli is very importnat
but tonite no have star oh..
u see the sky, no have star oso..
tonite no hv.. 2molo morning hv
kl where got start de...
summore star is on d sky de, how to buy it??
every nite no hv star de.. so morning i will buy the star to see star lo..
so 2molo morning u go by the star then u manage see star lo..
u there din have star,but me here can see star everynite,so i no need to waste money to buy the star in purpose to see star lo..
like tat..remember every nite see sky... when no hv star, next day remember buy the star to see..
remember everynite must see start.
start cannot be seen,only star can be see...
okok..typo.. is star
haha..
u so funny la...
is u 1st...
but is u continue it...
u wan say then i continue lo..
ok la..i wan sleep liao..2molo need wake up early..
2molo my company team build.
nite
okok...
good nite..
sweet dream~
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